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VORTEX (Deluxe Edition)

by YUUGEN VINNY

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Everybody's changing It feels like everybody's changing You said you'd never leave me hanging But now you kicked the bucket and my body's fucking dangling I trusted all the words you said Little did I know that you were bluffing I trusted all the tears you shed In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing Watching you fall down the deep end I trusted everything In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing Always kept my guard down, wonder why I'm so fucked now Lying through your teeth but it's never been enough now Good riddance to a selfish prick I won't forgive or forget all your bullshit I trusted all the words you said Little did I know that you were bluffing I trusted all the tears you shed In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing Watching you fall down the deep end I trusted everything In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing Was I the fool for keeping you by my side? Cause no one is to blame but me for falling for your lies Just go I've had it with your shit I've fucking had it with your shit I've fucking had it with your shit Mother fucker So don't you fuck with me I trusted all the words you said Little did I know that you were bluffing I trusted all the tears you shed In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing Watching you fall down the deep end I trusted everything In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing I've had it with your shit I've fucking had it with your shit I've fucking had it with your shit Mother fucker So don't you fuck with me
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CURSED 03:33
Every step we take is just another try at Russian roulette in this fucked up place It's like one by one they disappear without a trace Wanted sign's the last time I'll see their face now What an unexplainable tradition Something's gotta be behind this Someone's gotta be behind this now Onikakushi Let the demons claw away at me Who's next in line to drop dead? Who's the next to break the silence? Onikakushi Can someone tell me what is wrong with me? We'll never be free at this rate We'll roll the dice and we'll start all over again The sacrifice is not unusual Watch your step young man The curse will be fulfilled What an unexplainable tradition Something's gotta be behind this Someone's gotta be behind this all
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ENTER VECNA 04:15
Can you hear me through the signs from the other side? What will you find? Taken away from this world, but no I have not died I'm putting up my fight You can make me bleed out though my eyes You can break my bones, but I won't die You can curse me down to hell But I won't drop dead without a fight There's a monster underneath our feet Something we were not meant to see It take us down to hell But I won't drop dead without a fight Is this the tune to save my life? Or a cry for help for you to hear? I'm just beyond the flashing lights I'm not too far behind, what will you find? You can make me bleed out though my eyes You can break my bones, but I won't die You can curse me down to hell But I won't drop dead without a fight There's a monster underneath our feet Something we were not meant to see It take us down to hell But I won't drop dead without a fight Beyond the gate I've never felt this alone It all feels so familiar But this is not my home Beyond the gate I've never felt this alone It all feels so familiar But this is not my home You flay the minds I'm taking back what's mine Banished away but not entirely gone You ever see someone set fire to a hellspawn? Get back You can make me bleed out though my eyes You can break my bones, but I won't die You can curse me down to hell But I won't drop dead without a fight There's a monster underneath our feet Something we were not meant to see It take us down to hell But I won't drop dead without a fight Beyond the gate I've never felt this alone It all feels so familiar But this is not my home Beyond the gate I've never felt this alone It all feels so familiar But this is not my home
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Game On 03:23
The food chain runs its course tonight Play the chances, cross your heart and bet your life Seek the thril and feel the fire burn inside Game on Wager my everything head on Or as it seems, your throne is nothing without me You're not the strongest card that's left in the deck So keep your lies and your poker face in check So game on, game on It seems your throne is nothing without me It calls you, adrenaline rush So blind can't stop when it's too much Put it all on the line when you spend it all Awaiting the move that'll end it all Seek the thrill inside Game on Wager my everything head on Or as it seems, your throne is nothing without me You're not the strongest card that's left in the deck So keep your lies and your poker face in check So game on, game on It seems your throne is nothing without me Dismantle your system from the inside out Conquer every single thing you've built Game on Yeah yeah You want a piece of me?
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Why am I so far away from my past? I ran from my identity but I keep looking back If I could go and change it all I know I would Because the hunger deep inside is seeking more than it should Am I the person that you thought you knew? Or am I just a ghoul to you? Inhumane, inhumane I don't wanna be on Another plane, 'nother plane Take me back, cause you made Made me this way, me this way I'm not ready for the change What the hell have I become A craving too strong to digest (An acquired taste like nothing else) Maybe it's all just for the best If I just keep away from you Was I just at the wrong place at the wrong time? I know that karma takes its debt but didn't know about mine I feel an evolution coming but not one I'd embrace Who is this monster in the mirror staring me in the face
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ALTERNATE 03:30
Your human eyes cannot scan me through these lines I've been here staring through the glass this whole time Think of the children Think of your sanity Pray to an angel just for them to cause a tragedy You've broken all the mirrors around you But I'm the reflection that questions your sanity Madness creeping inside your skull I know you better than you know yourself Madness breaking into your soul Turning your head into a downward spiral of hell Intruder Alert Give me your conscience and no one gets hurt Dirty little lies Shall I use you for another disguise Your movements are mine, you’re petrified, inferior by design I've been here staring down your state of being this whole time Think of the children Think of your sanity Pray to an angel just for them to cause a tragedy You've broken all the mirrors around you But I'm the reflection that drives you to end it all Madness creeping inside your skull I know you better than you know yourself Madness breaking into your soul Turning your head into a downward spiral of hell Intruder Alert Give me your conscience and no one gets hurt Dirty little lies Shall I use you for another disguise You’re not me I’ve been the real you this whole time Breaking in and taking what’s mine Wearing thin You’re out of time Madness creeping inside your skull I know you better than you know yourself Madness breaking into your soul Turning your head into a downward spiral of hell Intruder Alert Give me your conscience and no one gets hurt Dirty little lies Shall I use you for another disguise
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Stuck down under where my sense is lost again Lock my heart up, tear me down to shreds Break my bones and throw them in the flames The pain This false body walked with the demon hidden away I wanna fall I wanna fall I wanna fall till there's nothing at all I wanna fall and lose it all Tell the devil I'mma give him a call Former lifeforms take a stand and be reborn Try to reread the final chapter, the pages torn Kill myself and wake up born again Shut my eyes and open up the end I wanna fall I wanna fall I wanna fall till there's nothing at all I wanna fall and lose it all Tell the devil I'mma give him a call Stuck down under where my sense is lost again Lock my heart up, tear me down to shreds Former lifeforms take a stand and be reborn Try to reread the final chapter, the pages torn
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Lonely thoughts in my bed, a game devised in my head But just as real as death is Feels like I've run out of breath, eyeing the crown head to head I'll be the one to possess it Got my eyes on the throne I thought I went alone But there's a trail behind me Are you a friend or a foe Or is this love? I don't know But now you're always beside me Maybe I need you to guide me through And we can both Survive this game Elimination To be the only one So go and load your guns I'll aim this needle right at you From the life of watching Waiting alone here I'll seize the chance if it means Facing my own fears Something's wrong, something's off Feel like I'm being watched I see those eyes in the dark Thought my doors were locked Something's wrong, something's off Feel like I'm being stalked Should I suck it up Or fight with my own fists Is this really what you want? To give yourself to what you love? Then take my hand and run We're running from the line of fire now Why is it that you fight for me When there can only be one left standing? I think I'll fight for myself Myself, myself Dead end Taking a stab like darts on a board It's natural selection at its core Killing for a future that I've dreamed of Almighty is me Maybe we'll be gods after all
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Spent too long within my sorrow I've got nothing left I've been screaming at myself But no one is here Oh no, don't go Can you give me some time to fix myself? Like that's ever gonna happen now I'll fade away Is it okay to admit I'm not okay I'll watch it spiral down and down and down And I'm just waiting for the day I hit my breaking point Where was I? It keeps going oh so fast I’m fading Now I feel so Now I feel oblivious Where am I supposed to go when I feel I’m drifting away from you? Now I feel so Now I feel oblivious Shaking me awake with my eyes open wide And lord forgive me I am lost inside my mind Ask me where I am but I am not likely to answer They say I've got lights But nobody's inside Scream at me I'm stupid but I swear it's more like cancer And I don't wanna regret how I am Where was I? It keeps going oh so fast I’m fading Now I feel so Now I feel oblivious Where am I supposed to go when I feel I’m drifting away from you? Now I feel so Now I feel oblivious Violent thoughts and pain I'm always debating Tell me is it cause I'm unmedicated, I hate it Is this last of my sanity left I think a jacket and a cell is a reality check I'm dead One day soon I won't be able to track my time Or understand just what the fuck is going on If I keep going I will surely lose my mind It'll be going and going and gone Where was I? It keeps going oh so fast I’m fading Now I feel so Now I feel oblivious Where am I supposed to go when I feel I’m drifting away from you? Now I feel so Now I feel oblivious It goes on and on and never stops And I'm fucking gone
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DUST 03:41
Maggots wait patiently for the day that they can feast on me The only thing I ever wanted in this life was to live it all peacefully Have I dug my own grave? Is it ready for me? Was I born into this nature? Is it all meant to be this way? And so I curse my brain I find my comfort in the dark I’ll fill a desert with the dust made from my heart Fucking tearing me apart I’ll fill your urn with the dust made from my heart These walls were meant to protect but instead they destroy and confine I watch it all play again and again and I refuse to say these thoughts are mine So break apart break apart what you can I’m just a bunch of flesh and bones, a sad excuse of a man
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I just keep running, just keep shunning my past Just keep counting down the centuries 'till my very last A mind that's greater than most, I was born with a curse Carry the sins of many deaths that cannot be reversed Never again No more war No more war We're breaking boundaries but reminders keep following I'm avoiding all the truths I know I should be swallowing Not a healer to celebrate I'm a killer at best I'm the last one standing cause I slaughtered the rest Never again No more war No more war How dare I go on again? Am I a poison just to spread till the end? The many casualties I wanna forget I'm the last one standing cause I slaughtered the rest Never again
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PREDATORY 02:49
The very mob that is sapien kind Vulnerable to a breach Subhuman, fucked in the mind The disease never sleeps It's a dangerous attraction Traumatizing interaction Lingers over the years Sipping on the innocent tears Fuck it, look There's no place for you to be considered human All you are is abusive Maybe you'll look the right way When I twist your head All you do is fucking play stupid You bitch Fade away for their sake If you really gave a fuck Am I wrong for having the heart that you don't? You say that it'll be okay but it won't Am I wrong for having the heart that you don't? Or maybe it's too late for you Puncture till the heart stops I'm not the one to blame For your spot in eternal flame The sacred stages of life Every being changes until they die When the innocent meets the experienced The wise lose the glory that they once had Predatory
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Bad Wolf Bay 03:17
My tears are running away with everyone else My stomach's burning from the inside out I lay awake, I'll shuffle through my playlist again Got my eyes wide open till the sunrise again Help me please, I'm on my knees I'm trying to find that space to breathe I'm in state of mind that's not quite like mine at all I hope you don't mind at all Another day, another month gone by I know what I miss, but who the fuck am I? I don't sleep, I toss and turn at night I'm a empty soul, I got soulless eyes My heart is locked away and it's stuck in comatose I'm self medicating now and I'm adding to the dose I don't feel anything but the shock when you're near me I can't heal the way that you do I just want my feelings set free We're on our doomsday now Take me back, that's all that comes to mind You always gave me chills, but now's a different kind Lemme overthink again and again I don't wanna see the past I don't wanna see the end My brain is here My heart is left behind Where did it all go wrong?
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I got this itch that I wanna scratch Whenever you're all over me Your eyes have a such a friendly warmth I'll gouge them out and watch you bleed And when your sockets got them dangling Will you hang them high up for display Remember this pain forever now That's what you get for coming too close and loving me Anti-beat Would you push me to the edge And finally give me my release Anti-beat All I see is misery In every place I try to go Anti-beat Your kisses give me an after taste One that will not go away All my surroudings are also stained Oh your presence is a plague Your affection is repulsive all it does is make me wanna vomit I would rather spill my guts than love you Wish you'd finally drop cause I've been saying this again and again I know you'll listen when you're drowning in your sins Anti-beat I can only take so much Before I tear through this facade Anti-beat I could only walk this earth If it meant you were dead and gone Anti-beat So tell me what it is that you see in me Maybe I would listen if I could feel your honesty But you just never seem to give a damn though You make me so pissed, I just wanna scream Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it all I'm done with it There was nothing here to love in the first place I hope this message is loud and clear Anti-beat Oh don't you dare Don't mess the beat up It's going smoothly Anti-beat It's out of my hands and it's never ending Oh my god Anti-beat Would you push me to the edge And finally give me my release Anti-beat All I see is misery No matter where I go I can't escape you Hey, hey, every time you look and smile at me I feel weaker deep inside like my heart is failing I think of everything you've done for me It feels so bleak inside of me, yeah Hey, hey, will you please just give up all the games? Why don't you see that everything you do is making me insane? Remember everything we had? Well you burned it all, and turned it to dust It's turned to dust
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released April 7, 2023

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