1. |
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2. |
I Trusted You
03:04
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Everybody's changing
It feels like everybody's changing
You said you'd never leave me hanging
But now you kicked the bucket
and my body's fucking dangling
I trusted all the words you said
Little did I know that you were bluffing
I trusted all the tears you shed
In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing
Watching you fall down the deep end
I trusted everything
In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing
Always kept my guard down, wonder why I'm so fucked now
Lying through your teeth but it's never been enough now
Good riddance to a selfish prick
I won't forgive or forget all your bullshit
I trusted all the words you said
Little did I know that you were bluffing
I trusted all the tears you shed
In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing
Watching you fall down the deep end
I trusted everything
In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing
Was I the fool for keeping you by my side?
Cause no one is to blame but me for falling for your lies
Just go
I've had it with your shit
I've fucking had it with your shit
I've fucking had it with your shit
Mother fucker
So don't you fuck with me
I trusted all the words you said
Little did I know that you were bluffing
I trusted all the tears you shed
In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing
Watching you fall down the deep end
I trusted everything
In the end I guess it all amounts to nothing
I've had it with your shit
I've fucking had it with your shit
I've fucking had it with your shit
Mother fucker
So don't you fuck with me
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3. |
CURSED
03:33
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Every step we take is just another try
at Russian roulette in this fucked up place
It's like one by one they disappear without a trace
Wanted sign's the last time I'll see their face now
What an unexplainable tradition
Something's gotta be behind this
Someone's gotta be behind this now
Onikakushi
Let the demons claw away at me
Who's next in line to drop dead?
Who's the next to break the silence?
Onikakushi
Can someone tell me what is wrong with me?
We'll never be free at this rate
We'll roll the dice and we'll start all over again
The sacrifice is not unusual
Watch your step young man
The curse will be fulfilled
What an unexplainable tradition
Something's gotta be behind this
Someone's gotta be behind this all
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4. |
ENTER VECNA
04:15
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Can you hear me through the signs from the other side?
What will you find?
Taken away from this world, but no I have not died
I'm putting up my fight
You can make me bleed out though my eyes
You can break my bones, but I won't die
You can curse me down to hell
But I won't drop dead without a fight
There's a monster underneath our feet
Something we were not meant to see
It take us down to hell
But I won't drop dead without a fight
Is this the tune to save my life? Or a cry for help for you to hear?
I'm just beyond the flashing lights
I'm not too far behind, what will you find?
You can make me bleed out though my eyes
You can break my bones, but I won't die
You can curse me down to hell
But I won't drop dead without a fight
There's a monster underneath our feet
Something we were not meant to see
It take us down to hell
But I won't drop dead without a fight
Beyond the gate
I've never felt this alone
It all feels so familiar
But this is not my home
Beyond the gate
I've never felt this alone
It all feels so familiar
But this is not my home
You flay the minds
I'm taking back what's mine
Banished away but not entirely gone
You ever see someone set fire to a hellspawn?
Get back
You can make me bleed out though my eyes
You can break my bones, but I won't die
You can curse me down to hell
But I won't drop dead without a fight
There's a monster underneath our feet
Something we were not meant to see
It take us down to hell
But I won't drop dead without a fight
Beyond the gate
I've never felt this alone
It all feels so familiar
But this is not my home
Beyond the gate
I've never felt this alone
It all feels so familiar
But this is not my home
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5. |
Game On
03:23
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The food chain runs its course tonight
Play the chances, cross your heart and bet your life
Seek the thril and feel the fire burn inside
Game on
Wager my everything head on
Or as it seems, your throne is nothing without me
You're not the strongest card that's left in the deck
So keep your lies and your poker face in check
So game on, game on
It seems your throne is nothing without me
It calls you, adrenaline rush
So blind can't stop when it's too much
Put it all on the line when you spend it all
Awaiting the move that'll end it all
Seek the thrill inside
Game on
Wager my everything head on
Or as it seems, your throne is nothing without me
You're not the strongest card that's left in the deck
So keep your lies and your poker face in check
So game on, game on
It seems your throne is nothing without me
Dismantle your system from the inside out
Conquer every single thing you've built
Game on
Yeah yeah
You want a piece of me?
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6. |
Mirror Stranger
03:12
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Why am I so far away from my past?
I ran from my identity but I keep looking back
If I could go and change it all I know I would
Because the hunger deep inside is seeking more than it should
Am I the person that you thought you knew?
Or am I just a ghoul to you?
Inhumane, inhumane
I don't wanna be on
Another plane, 'nother plane
Take me back, cause you made
Made me this way, me this way
I'm not ready for the change
What the hell have I become
A craving too strong to digest
(An acquired taste like nothing else)
Maybe it's all just for the best
If I just keep away from you
Was I just at the wrong place at the wrong time?
I know that karma takes its debt but didn't know about mine
I feel an evolution coming but not one I'd embrace
Who is this monster in the mirror staring me in the face
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7. |
ALTERNATE
03:30
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Your human eyes cannot scan me through these lines
I've been here staring through the glass this whole time
Think of the children
Think of your sanity
Pray to an angel just for them to cause a tragedy
You've broken all the mirrors around you
But I'm the reflection that questions your sanity
Madness creeping inside your skull
I know you better than you know yourself
Madness breaking into your soul
Turning your head into a downward spiral of hell
Intruder Alert
Give me your conscience and no one gets hurt
Dirty little lies
Shall I use you for another disguise
Your movements are mine, you’re petrified, inferior by design
I've been here staring down your state of being this whole time
Think of the children
Think of your sanity
Pray to an angel just for them to cause a tragedy
You've broken all the mirrors around you
But I'm the reflection that drives you to end it all
Madness creeping inside your skull
I know you better than you know yourself
Madness breaking into your soul
Turning your head into a downward spiral of hell
Intruder Alert
Give me your conscience and no one gets hurt
Dirty little lies
Shall I use you for another disguise
You’re not me
I’ve been the real you this whole time
Breaking in
and taking what’s mine
Wearing thin
You’re out of time
Madness creeping inside your skull
I know you better than you know yourself
Madness breaking into your soul
Turning your head into a downward spiral of hell
Intruder Alert
Give me your conscience and no one gets hurt
Dirty little lies
Shall I use you for another disguise
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8. |
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Stuck down under where my sense is lost again
Lock my heart up, tear me down to shreds
Break my bones and throw them in the flames
The pain
This false body walked with the demon hidden away
I wanna fall
I wanna fall
I wanna fall till there's nothing at all
I wanna fall
and lose it all
Tell the devil I'mma give him a call
Former lifeforms take a stand and be reborn
Try to reread the final chapter, the pages torn
Kill myself and wake up born again
Shut my eyes and open up the end
I wanna fall
I wanna fall
I wanna fall till there's nothing at all
I wanna fall
and lose it all
Tell the devil I'mma give him a call
Stuck down under where my sense is lost again
Lock my heart up, tear me down to shreds
Former lifeforms take a stand and be reborn
Try to reread the final chapter, the pages torn
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9. |
Survival of the Fittest
04:02
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Lonely thoughts in my bed, a game devised in my head
But just as real as death is
Feels like I've run out of breath, eyeing the crown head to head
I'll be the one to possess it
Got my eyes on the throne
I thought I went alone
But there's a trail behind me
Are you a friend or a foe
Or is this love? I don't know
But now you're always beside me
Maybe I need you to guide me through
And we can both
Survive this game
Elimination
To be the only one
So go and load your guns
I'll aim this needle right at you
From the life of watching
Waiting alone here
I'll seize the chance if it means
Facing my own fears
Something's wrong, something's off
Feel like I'm being watched
I see those eyes in the dark
Thought my doors were locked
Something's wrong, something's off
Feel like I'm being stalked
Should I suck it up
Or fight with my own fists
Is this really what you want?
To give yourself to what you love?
Then take my hand and run
We're running from the line of fire now
Why is it that you fight for me
When there can only be one left standing?
I think I'll fight for myself
Myself, myself
Dead end
Taking a stab like darts on a board
It's natural selection at its core
Killing for a future that I've dreamed of
Almighty is me
Maybe we'll be gods after all
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10. |
Oblivious (with ASTRSK*)
03:26
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Spent too long within my sorrow
I've got nothing left
I've been screaming at myself
But no one is here
Oh no, don't go
Can you give me some time to fix myself?
Like that's ever gonna happen now
I'll fade away
Is it okay to admit I'm not okay
I'll watch it spiral down and down and down
And I'm just waiting for the day I hit my breaking point
Where was I?
It keeps going oh so fast I’m fading
Now I feel so
Now I feel oblivious
Where am I supposed to go when I feel I’m drifting away from you?
Now I feel so
Now I feel oblivious
Shaking me awake with my eyes open wide
And lord forgive me
I am lost inside my mind
Ask me where I am but I am not likely to answer
They say I've got lights
But nobody's inside
Scream at me I'm stupid but I swear it's more like cancer
And I don't wanna regret how I am
Where was I?
It keeps going oh so fast I’m fading
Now I feel so
Now I feel oblivious
Where am I supposed to go when I feel I’m drifting away from you?
Now I feel so
Now I feel oblivious
Violent thoughts and pain I'm always debating
Tell me is it cause I'm unmedicated, I hate it
Is this last of my sanity left
I think a jacket and a cell is a reality check
I'm dead
One day soon I won't be able to track my time
Or understand just what the fuck is going on
If I keep going I will surely lose my mind
It'll be going and going and gone
Where was I?
It keeps going oh so fast I’m fading
Now I feel so
Now I feel oblivious
Where am I supposed to go when I feel I’m drifting away from you?
Now I feel so
Now I feel oblivious
It goes on and on and never stops
And I'm fucking gone
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11. |
DUST
03:41
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Maggots wait patiently for the day that they can feast on me
The only thing I ever wanted in this life was to live it all peacefully
Have I dug my own grave? Is it ready for me?
Was I born into this nature? Is it all meant to be this way?
And so I curse my brain
I find my comfort in the dark
I’ll fill a desert with the dust made from my heart
Fucking tearing me apart
I’ll fill your urn with the dust made from my heart
These walls were meant to protect but instead they destroy and confine
I watch it all play again and again and I refuse to say these thoughts are mine
So break apart break apart what you can
I’m just a bunch of flesh and bones, a sad excuse of a man
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12. |
Oncoming Storm
02:18
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I just keep running, just keep shunning my past
Just keep counting down the centuries 'till my very last
A mind that's greater than most, I was born with a curse
Carry the sins of many deaths that cannot be reversed
Never again
No more war
No more war
We're breaking boundaries but reminders keep following
I'm avoiding all the truths I know I should be swallowing
Not a healer to celebrate I'm a killer at best
I'm the last one standing cause I slaughtered the rest
Never again
No more war
No more war
How dare I go on again?
Am I a poison just to spread till the end?
The many casualties I wanna forget
I'm the last one standing cause I slaughtered the rest
Never again
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13. |
PREDATORY
02:49
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The very mob that is sapien kind
Vulnerable to a breach
Subhuman, fucked in the mind
The disease never sleeps
It's a dangerous attraction
Traumatizing interaction
Lingers over the years
Sipping on the innocent tears
Fuck it, look
There's no place for you to be considered human
All you are is abusive
Maybe you'll look the right way
When I twist your head
All you do is fucking play stupid
You bitch
Fade away for their sake
If you really gave a fuck
Am I wrong for having the heart that you don't?
You say that it'll be okay but it won't
Am I wrong for having the heart that you don't?
Or maybe it's too late for you
Puncture till the heart stops
I'm not the one to blame
For your spot in eternal flame
The sacred stages of life
Every being changes until they die
When the innocent meets the experienced
The wise lose the glory that they once had
Predatory
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14. |
Bad Wolf Bay
03:17
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My tears are running away with everyone else
My stomach's burning from the inside out
I lay awake, I'll shuffle through my playlist again
Got my eyes wide open till the sunrise again
Help me please, I'm on my knees
I'm trying to find that space to breathe
I'm in state of mind that's not quite like mine at all
I hope you don't mind at all
Another day, another month gone by
I know what I miss, but who the fuck am I?
I don't sleep, I toss and turn at night
I'm a empty soul, I got soulless eyes
My heart is locked away and it's stuck in comatose
I'm self medicating now and I'm adding to the dose
I don't feel anything but the shock when you're near me
I can't heal the way that you do
I just want my feelings set free
We're on our doomsday now
Take me back, that's all that comes to mind
You always gave me chills, but now's a different kind
Lemme overthink again and again
I don't wanna see the past I don't wanna see the end
My brain is here
My heart is left behind
Where did it all go wrong?
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16. |
Anti-Beat (Bonus Track)
03:33
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I got this itch that I wanna scratch
Whenever you're all over me
Your eyes have a such a friendly warmth
I'll gouge them out and watch you bleed
And when your sockets got them dangling
Will you hang them high up for display
Remember this pain forever now
That's what you get for coming too close and loving me
Anti-beat
Would you push me to the edge
And finally give me my release
Anti-beat
All I see is misery
In every place I try to go
Anti-beat
Your kisses give me an after taste
One that will not go away
All my surroudings are also stained
Oh your presence is a plague
Your affection is repulsive all it does is make me wanna vomit
I would rather spill my guts than love you
Wish you'd finally drop cause
I've been saying this again and again
I know you'll listen when you're drowning in your sins
Anti-beat
I can only take so much
Before I tear through this facade
Anti-beat
I could only walk this earth
If it meant you were dead and gone
Anti-beat
So tell me what it is that you see in me
Maybe I would listen if I could feel your honesty
But you just never seem to give a damn though
You make me so pissed, I just wanna scream
Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it, fuck it all
I'm done with it
There was nothing here to love in the first place
I hope this message is loud and clear
Anti-beat
Oh don't you dare
Don't mess the beat up
It's going smoothly
Anti-beat
It's out of my hands
and it's never ending
Oh my god
Anti-beat
Would you push me to the edge
And finally give me my release
Anti-beat
All I see is misery
No matter where I go I can't escape you
Hey, hey, every time you look and smile at me
I feel weaker deep inside like my heart is failing
I think of everything you've done for me
It feels so bleak inside of me, yeah
Hey, hey, will you please just give up all the games?
Why don't you see that everything you do is making me insane?
Remember everything we had?
Well you burned it all, and turned it to dust
It's turned to dust
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17. |
YUUGEN VINNY California
emo mad scientist. los angeles.
vocalist / songwriter / guitarist / producer
linktr.ee/yuugenvinny
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