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Above Air
03:14
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I'm unprepared
I'm always scared of losing what I'm living for
I feel surrounded, never grounded
Now I'm passed out on the floor
Someone get me a drink
I really need time to think
I can't hit the break
I'll steer the other way
I'm running into my room
I got nothing to do but shut my eyes
It feels like I'm above air
My brain is living with the clouds
Without a thought or care
I'm where no one can hurt me now
Just sit and stare
I'm pretending that my ceiling's levitating tonight
I really don't care
I got all day, don't rush me now
Cause I'm above air
Don't mess with my imagination
It's what I trust the most
Sometimes I'm filled with stimulation
or sometimes I'm a ghost
You can't pull me away from my fantasies alive
So drag me out if you dare
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Your Blood
03:13
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Twisted mind of wonders
Could you get any dumber?
Take a look at yourself and wonder why it's gone downhill
I thought family meant something
But with you I feel like nothing
I wonder why everybody around you has walked away
I got your blood but that's about it
I would still be the same without it
Cause everything I love never came from you
Hold your head up high like you always do
Enough, why won't you fuck off
Think you're always in the right but it's clear that you're not
All that self doubt and hatred came from you
But you'll hold your head high like you always do
But I'm still too afraid to talk to you
Like you'd even listen
So we go on with no bond
I'm still singing all these songs
And when I think of what went wrong
I remember your face
I've got so much trauma
I wish you would understand but I know you wouldn't wanna
You're not a figure, you're an example
Every conversation is too much to handle
And so I hide my tears again
I've done this for years
But as long as you're here
It's not gonna end
I just wish you cared
You won't listen
So why try to talk to you?
Fuck off
Fuck you
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3. |
Waves (Take Me Away)
03:07
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A blank canvas in my mind
It changes way too quickly
From grey and nothing to find
To apocalyptic and sickly
Where do I go from here?
Should I disappear?
Should I pay for shedding all those tears
Am I screwed from here?
Should I disappear?
Should I pay for running from everything?
I'm so fucking sick of losing
My grip, I feel my hands are bruising
Cause everyday is so confusing
The waves in my head, they're rising and falling over me
I'm so fucking sick of trying
Stuck inside this pit, surviving
Cause day by day it's terrifying
The waves in my head, they're coming again, to take me away
The dust storm builds up
It's too late disaster is forming
With sand in my eyes
A tsunami's heading straight towards me
And when I'm under the water, struggling
I'll just pretend that I can't swim
I know it sounds pretty grim
But I wannabe taken away
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4. |
Alien Girl
02:38
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She came to earth, came with one objective
Said if you love your planet then protect it
Let’s play a game, if you win I’ll leave you
But now he’s in a trap that he never agreed to
He’s just a dork, he’s a kid into mischief
His life changed the day she landed her ship
She took his hand into marriage, he said no thanks
But she’s not leaving after all
And he sang
This alien girl is too much for me
The way she’s flying around
She’s always watching me
I just keep running away
She’s too attached to me
She’s got electrical nerves
She’s always shocking me
The boy was trouble he had no ounce of good luck
He wants to chase after another like he should’ve
The girl’s attracting all her rivals to Earth
The boy is drooling over them, and she’s pissed off
He’s really kind of a perv
His parents wish he’d never been born
And if it wasn’t for these aliens
He’d feel peace
He’d feel hope
He could love again
If I were you I wouldn't really feel bad for him
She’s short tempered
He’s aggressive
He’s a pervert
She’s obsessive
I guess the moral of the story is
Everyone here is stupid
And if it wasn’t for these aliens
He’d feel peace
He’d feel hope
He’d feel love again
But in reality, nobody cares
And no one should
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5. |
Ellipsis
03:02
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I don’t regret a second
Of the time we spent
Everywhere we went
I don’t regret a single second
You still mean something
Am I being too dramatic?
I feel fine today, tomorrow I’ll panic
Am I being too dramatic?
It’s so delayed, give it to me straight
Cause sooner or later I’ll feel the pain
I don’t wanna be mad that you did it
I’m not sad that you don’t feel the same
And I don’t wanna move on too fast
Go whatever way I’ll be okay
Cause one day you’ll find someone new
And I don’t wanna hold you back
All I want is to see you smile
The next time that we cross paths
I'm paranoid that I messed up
I know that's not the case, you just need the space
But I'm paranoid that messed up
I've always been
And maybe soon we can go back
A little farther apart, and with a brand new start
I really hope we can go back
You're still my friend
Give it to me straight
Cause sooner or later I'll feel the pain
Give me time, I promise I’ll accept it
But right now my head just rejects it
I’m not trying to change your mind
But I don’t want this to be goodbye
So I just wanna say thank you
Everything we did, every place I’d take you
Cause every talk, every laugh we shared
Makes me who I am
Cause of you I'm better today than I was before
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Hey you, have you found the answers?
Tell me how's your day? You must have lots to say
Emotions won't go away, don't hold them back now
I won't pretend that I'm alright
It's just the angle I'm looking at
I wanted life to be shorter
I fight the disorders
I always feel cornered
But I know I belong
Through my evolution
Despite the illusions
I finally feel human
I've been all along
Hey you, do you feel yourself aching?
Have you eaten today? You feel like running away?
The pain just won't go away, but it won't quite kill you
I won't pretend that I'm alright
Everything looks kinda different when you step to the side
It's not quite perfect, but I'll be fine
I've got my words to pass the time
This life ain't simple, but it's still mine
I'll make the most out of my time
I still don't know where I'm headed
But if I jump off this ride right now
I know I'll regret it
Is there a Hell or a Heaven?
I'd rather not know now
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7. |
DND
02:39
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I wish I knew if what we had was real
or I'm stupid desperate just to fucking feel
Is it superstition, oh is our fate sealed
I'm always watching someone else the wheel
Baby tell me is this love
Or if is this finally enough
I've been running around the place
Another day
Another face that I'm falling for
You give me all your love
but the only thing I see is blood
I've been running around the place
I'm playing all these games
Another face that I'd die for
I don't know when to stop but
I think I will my heart does
The uncertainty fucking haunts us
I don't know what I want but it's not this
Fucking fight against my own consciousness
Try to live without facing the consequence
Try to live, but face it, I got no confidence
Buried by everything including incompetence
Why can't I spend a fucking second on my own
Can everybody please leave me the fuck alone
I wonder if I'll end up dying alone
I want to feel something
But I can't even bother checking my phone
I'll never feel anything
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YUUGEN VINNY California
emo mad scientist. los angeles.
vocalist / songwriter / guitarist / producer
linktr.ee/yuugenvinny
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